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Arrows
Please don’t slay me with your words of arrows,
For they’re sharper than any sword.
That arrow you throw leaves me in sorrow
That I cry rivers of a broken dam.
Why do you destroy me with unkind things?
I guess you suspect that you can get away with every thing
You put upon you skins of a cat
But yet again you’re like a dog that will only bite people in the back.
Seeing all that I have gone through I wonder what was the test?
Feeling left out and unappreciated
That it’s hard to even try and think that I’m the best
Walking along life's journey I must take,
With never ending sorrow that I must escape.
With pain on the inside and sadness on the out
I’ve tried to learn to block the world with all its doubt.
As I express to you today with all of my heart
Don’t destroy me because of some of the things that I lack.
I don’t understand, not a single thing at all
Every time I come into these doors.
Voices of many devils and demons call out my name
Pulling and tarring me apart trying to clam me as game.
Is it worth it going through all of this pain?
That every were I go I feeling the same.
To the slaughter house you take me every time I fail
Setting here in this unclean world
Can you see me in agony in this time and day?
That I can almost actually see the fire burning away
Being told that everything is okay
But on the inside it’s not okay
The things of your past hunt you daily
But you try and keep on running like crazy
Wishing to have that other life you assume to be the best
"But all is just a dreamland" they tell you because they don't want you being the best
Wishing and dreaming is all you do
But people always coming around dissolving it to glue
Many people tell you that you have their support
But in their heart they know that’s not true enough
Going through the day as any other
With the same thoughts of being the best
Can he ever reach that place beyond misery?
Sure he can all he has to do is express himself through all he is doing
“Forgetting those things which are behind…”
That’s what he should do
Because these things are only things that make him better
And that no matter what he will get better
Traveling along in the world of agony
What does he do to get out of the agony?
Watching and praying is what he does
And lending out his hands before his last breath and say
"Crying out to you once more stop destroying me with your arrows of unkind love."
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